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Smile

The smile you see on my face isn't everything to see. What it is hiding is the cracks underneath.  You see I learned a long time ago if all you see is a smile. I won't get asked the questions "Are you okay?" and "Why don't you smile?". So the smile is plastered on, like a porcelain mask.   So I don't have to hear "Just smile, it will get better." or "Just be happy, it's not real." What people don't understand us the dark never truly goes away. Sure I have happy days, by they are few in number, you see. I try to be happy, but my brain won't let me see. I am worthy, I am loved, I am someone's happy. I try to hard and fail, yet I still plaster on a smile. Because I hope one day the plaster will someday be real.
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More Than Words

You're like the pages of a good worn book That I've read a thousand times I know exactly what you're thinking Just by the expression in your eyes There is nothing more safe and secure Than to be wrapped up in your arms You're the best part of me The best part of my world What keeps me going when I think I could go no more I love you more than words can say More than words convey My life is better because you're here Each and every day
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Love Me

Love me like your going to lose me Love me like I'm gone Love me like I'm gone tomorrow Love me forever more Love me because it makes you happy Love me because it hurts Love me like there is so tomorrow Love me like there is no today Just Love me with all your heat and soul Love me forever more
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Whisper

I hear you laugh, I hear you cry I feel your ever watchful eye I know even if you are gone You are never truly far from home I feel you love, feel your embrace Know it's not gone without a trace I hear you whisper in the night Everything will be alright You are always there looking down Keeping us all safe and sound Because even though you have gone away Forever in our hearts you'll stay.
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Darkness' Rest

The darkness engulfed everything I saw The thickness suffocating all involved The tears they came heavy and thick Needing release from this glowing wick The worthless feeling, hot and searing Finding to hard to avoid this feeling At the end of it all it's, for the best The light shines brightest in darkness' rest
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Facade

Why is it so hard to bring forth a smile When the outside world is shiny and gale Yet the smile we bring is just a facade  We bring up as much brightness and we just nod The world around us will never know The struggle we have while the whole world glows.
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Again

When we met I was broken I was small and insignificant. You brought me love and gave me passion out of the dark. The road hasn't been easy and it road was broken and torn. But you smoothed out all the bumps You breathed life into me that I though was gone. You made me feel significant and loved. You saved me from darkness and made me live again.
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